When I am killing off Lyme or when I have intestinal parasites dying, I end up having horrific nightmares. I believe this is due to the toxins being released by these various invaders as they die. The critters don’t go willingly, and they make me as miserable as they can in the process. Compare it to a bee sting which kills the bee but also ends up hurting the person bitten immensely. Even though I use natural binders to help my body with processing those toxins, the toxins still impact my systems. It’s gotten to the point lately that I dread going to bed because I don’t want another night full of bad dreams.
This past summer, my older two kids and I watched Buffy the Vampire Slayer. We’re now watching Angel. For those not familiar, these two series deal intensely with vampires, demons, and other fictional creatures of the night. I enjoy the series immensely, but they are clearly working their way into my subconscious.
So the other day, my afternoon nap was filled with a nightmare about high school aged demon type people. I was one of them. It dredged up all sorts of painful incidents from my past plus it clearly was influenced by my television viewing choices. When I woke up, I wrote down the following sentence:
"The monster within is what ends up shining through no matter how hard we try to keep it from manifesting externally."
Wow. It’s a painfully true statement on some levels. It’s also a little too much profundity for me for an afternoon nap. Could I just get some decent sleep instead, please?
© 2014 Green Heart Guidance
This past summer, my older two kids and I watched Buffy the Vampire Slayer. We’re now watching Angel. For those not familiar, these two series deal intensely with vampires, demons, and other fictional creatures of the night. I enjoy the series immensely, but they are clearly working their way into my subconscious.
So the other day, my afternoon nap was filled with a nightmare about high school aged demon type people. I was one of them. It dredged up all sorts of painful incidents from my past plus it clearly was influenced by my television viewing choices. When I woke up, I wrote down the following sentence:
"The monster within is what ends up shining through no matter how hard we try to keep it from manifesting externally."
Wow. It’s a painfully true statement on some levels. It’s also a little too much profundity for me for an afternoon nap. Could I just get some decent sleep instead, please?
© 2014 Green Heart Guidance
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